Diary Of Hate

I can feel the weight again...

when I see the hatred for me in others who know me I feel both good and bad. Bad because obviously they hate me and blah blah. Good because I will know that when I'm dead they won't get hurt. They might not even notice...

When you ask, you might get what you want... so beware...

getting close to what I was afraid of and realizing it's the same thing as before...

Without the old rage inside me I'm nothing. It's all I have left. but I'm controlling it....

Looks like this is all there is but still I don't want to hesitate...

All these years I've been settling everything forit to happen in the end....

.Hatred and love are like each other in many ways. The more specialized they are, the more powerful they become. Generalized hatred brings no power at all just like love BTW WTF is this loveI'm talking about? Let me know if you know what it is lol...

He said let there be light Oh and there WAS light Let there be light he said And Oh how we laughed...

We're just living out our lives anesthetized and yet they thank god for what they've been given...

Pushing forward to the end...

Anyone who believes in living in the moment is not using their brain. You can't live in the moment and enjoy it unless you shut off your mind and don't think at all....

Don't be afraid of the dead, they can't do anything Don't be afraid of the ghosts, they can't even touch you be afraid of the living... and yourself they are the most terrifying thing that exists or maybe even doesn't exist...

The poison we breathe is not worth fighting, we need to fight for something more...

If they don't care I don't know how much I can care...

Fck this $hit. I'm out...

Yet so far...damn it...

Found the signs of the road I was looking for...

I am talking to myself...

All these years I tried to come to the decision that I am wrong because I didn't want to hesitate but as time passes I just get more certain about stuff. I thought that I was missing something but I searched . everywhere I could. I do not know how much it will go like this but no matter what happens I won't become a slave to my enemies...